Friday, December 24, 2010
4. Poppin' bottles & Pills
Drugs I don't condone- Weed ( not sure honestly it could be good or bad... but I probably won't try it to find out!) drugs are scary and EXPENSIVE habit to fund .... ALCOHOL- Now that's a topic I could right a lot about! lol... I'm still trying to figure out alcohol. I use to HATE it as a child. I use to chastise my parents for drinking wine by saying," EWW it's bad for you and it taste gross!" I use to ask them why they drink it with dinner sometimes... now the tables have turned! haha. They don't drink but I do... too much sometimes ( The Party at Avalon) ... I think alcohol is perfectly fine in moderation. I've been drinking for the wrong reasons recently- trying to "forget my problems" but that is not an adequate solution to the problem. If misused- alcohol can become a means to an end. ..I don't get drunk easily, but almost 2 months ago I drank drinks that were meant to get you messed up and forget your problems and when I get drunk My balance is the only thing that's affect. my speech doesn't slurr or w/e but it does get kinda hard to breathe and talk... I drank like half a can of Four Lokos and I fell down a flight of stairs. I knocked some doors down... so I have made a new rule for myself. 2 drinks MAX at parties/bars/clubs. It's easy for me to say it all started when I turned 21 last month, but I've been drinking since I came to San Antonio. When I'm sad I knock back shots of tequila or drink Four Lokos - and all my problems fade away... till the morning! lol . headache/falling - but when I'm happy I toast Champagne or order a 'hurricane' at the bar.... I haven't TOUCHED alcohol since Jessie's party at Avalon- I don't think I will drink until new years when I toast champagne with my family... OMG I GOT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sick that night. Never again. lol. Alcohol is cool if you drink in moderation and don't MIX drinks that don't need to be mixed! lol. #LessonLearned
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lmao! @ "the party at avalon" hahha it's all good girl. as long as it's an occasional thing, not a habit. ;)
ReplyDelete-okay, well i know i kinda laughed it off but on the real Finot, if you're ever feeling upset or anything, please don't hesitate to call me. turning to alcohol to fix it isn't the way to go...and i know you know that. im here for ya girl! love youuu :)
LOVE YOU TOO! and thanks Macy, that means a lot to me. How'd I get so lucky to find a friend like you? I found some "fools gold friends" before, but after some major 'sifting' & filtering- I definitely found the REAL gold when I met you. #RealTalk - As truly difficult as everything's been the past several weeks, meeting you has been the best thing that's happened to me in awhile. You're a blessing cause you entered my life at just the right time : ) .. I'll be sure to hit u up if I ever need to talk. #UDaBest : )
ReplyDeleteyou are so sweet to me, Finot! :) thank you, and seriously...anytime. :)
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